Slacking....

Ok I know I have seriously been slacking on my blog. And it's not from lack of material because I have tons. I have the "Things Josh has Done to our House" blog.... the "Durrs go to Texas" blog..... "Easter with the Durrs" blog.... there are lots I can do. It's just that it takes me a good 30 mins or more to write them and you see, my house is a wreck. It stays a wreck. Because I'm never in it. I am always running, running, running. I am following kids here and there or doing stuff at church. But don't get me wrong, I LOVE it. Working at church makes me so happy. I love that God has brought my family and I to Calvary. The people there mean so much to us.... and I adore them and what their visions are and how much everyone there loves God and loves others.... and I love being a part of it. I love that God knew that I needed them when they needed me.
Grant preached yesterday about knowing that because God was over his life he knew that even though there would be uncertainity that there was always a plan bigger than ours. And he is so right!!!! In all of the times in my life where I was like, "what in the crap??" at some point later I was like, "ok!!! so that's what was going on!!" So right now I will confess I'm not sure what the plan is. Algebra has really thrown a kink in my whole college career. And I don't really want to be a teacher anyway. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Well, actually I have a few ideas, but have no idea if any of them will ever come to fruition. But I know that no matter what, God's looking out for me and that He has a plan. So I'm holding out, doing what I KNOW He wants me to be doing now because He keeps showing me and that eventually, it'll all work out. I've just never worried that much and I guess it's just that.... My faith in God has never really waivered, no matter what some might think. That part of me has always been strong even when the rest of me has been weak. He keeps me strong no matter what. Even when I don't do the best job of showing it, He's been my best friend since I was 9 years old in my training union class because He loves me JUST LIKE I AM. He knows that I have flaws and I'm kinda crazy sometimes but he also knows how much I love Him!
So I appreciate Grant reminding me that I can relax.... keep up the pace... keep doing what I'm in place and have been called to do (using my gifts for Him) and he will work out the rest.
Ok... I'll do one of those good funny blogs soon. The other thing I meant to say before I started preaching was that William says I'm online too much and don't clean enough so I have to figure out when I can take that 30 - 45 mins to write one of those blogs with pictures and everything!!! ha!!!!